I do hope for the best. I see myself somewhere far out on that rat-tail of a graph surviving beyond the median, beyond 3 years, 5 years, perhaps 10 years. I am so keen to see the members of my family grow in all senses of the word and have more children, my grandchildren, my great nieces, great nephews. I am not ready to leave because there is still much to say, to taste, to see, to hear, to feel.
But I also have to give some time to prepare for the worst. There are things that have to be 'put in order' even if I don't feel like doing them. And there are 'I love yous' to be said and written.
I started the above some days ago - then got stuck. The only way to unstick is post and be damned. Then I can move on....
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